I’m scared. I don’t know if writing will help, but I’ll do it anyway. I’m not sure if I’ll even publish this, but hey, it might help just to write.

So we’re at another cliff-hangery milestone in our lives and I have a horrible butterfly feeling that our mortgage application is going to be turned down. In fact, it already has been, but we’re appealing, at least the mortgage adviser is appealing on our behalf.